feeling a little worn out.
M was helpful at the pool yesterday and kept track of laps for me. she's been sticking close to home and at my side whenever i'm not at work or trying to train. she's going to a friends tonight for a sleepover..her first outing since the horrible incident so i'm freed up a little more after work. she's always been a little annoyed at the amount of time i spend "training"...which pales in comparison to real triathletes. a part of her is a little proud of me too. it's weird tension at times. i can't give either 100%